My work ,i just do not wanna waste more time any long, it's so boring ,so peace,undefiant!

My stature,it's getting more and more fat, i just wanna keep it thin instead of  fat. When i see into the mirror,there is a PCS of power to hate myself,Why i get so ugly? If it is going on,i think i will be crazy, and no confidence.and no success. i hate the fat in my body!

i wanna rebeginning everything in my life.